Thursday, March 5, 2009

I wanna...

show you our little angels faces. I keep wanting to upload these awesome photos and just say, "WOW" and have you agree! Instead I can just sit and tell you they truly are wonderful.

I don't know if it is harder for me to wait or to watch my family wait. It is harder for me to watch them. I just decided. Last night, our oldest came up to me with his build a bear dinosaur. He is squeezing him and says, "this is like 'M', she will be squishy and soft and cute!" Then he went to bed and moaned for her. Literally couldn't go to sleep because of it. I love their love for the girls but it's hard to watch and witness.

Today God blessed us with wonderful weather. It was 65 degrees and sunny and windy. We went for a nature walk and jumped on the trampoline. The girls were here with us, we just couldn't see them. We can feel them and think of them like they are here. Our boys already have their personalities figured out. They try to imagine what they will like in different situations we are in. It is so cute!

They already know that their video game time will be cut short because the girls will want them to play babies and Barbie's. M will want to run and play outside all the time. B is so sweet and smart she will ask "what is 5 x 20?' ..that's what they said!

I'm not sad. I feel very joyful, so I don't want to seem whiney. I'm thankful and blessed. I pray this love stays and grows in us and them. How can we shorten this up in our house? What did you do to pass the time?

4 comments:

Angela said...

Hey Amber,

How old are the girls?

Clark and Sarah said...

Hey I would love to look through my pictures and see if I happened to see your girls 6 weeks ago when i was in hannah's hope. Here is my email address: sgollotte@gmail.com.

The wait is hard. My son wasn't old enough to really be too sad that she wasn't here yet, but he cried once or twice because he wanted baby to come home.

Amber said...

Hi Angela,

The girls birth dates are estimated. They aren't known exactly but the youngest is 3 and the oldest is 5.

Amber said...

Hi Angela,

The girls birth dates are estimated. They aren't known exactly but the youngest is 3 and the oldest is 5.